Jim Carrey lost his late girlfriend Cathriona White last September after she took an overdose of pills and died.

For the first time, the suicide note she left behind have been revealed. In the letter the make up artist expressed her anguish over the couple’s complicated relationship.

TMZ have obtained the contents of the note which White had written for Carrey before taking her own life.

It started ‘’I’ve spent three days now in disbelief that you’re not here. I can’t go on brokenhearted and try to put the pieces back. I could, I just don’t have the will this time.”

The note carries on saying ‘’I’m sorry you felt I wasn’t there for you. I tried to give you my best part.” She then goes into details about her funeral arrangement, which she wanted Carrey to make over, where she said she didn’t ‘’really know about burial or that sort of thing. You are my family so whatever you choose will be fine.’’


It is speculated that the make-up artist and Carrey ‘were never broken up’ but were taking a breather and the days before White’s death were ‘’just a bump in the road, a break’’ and that nobody saw her death or situation coming.

TMZ believe that White tried to commit suicide three years prior when her father died and when that failed, she chose to take her life on the anniversary of his death.

No comment has been made by Carrey or his management.

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